December 16th, 2012 (only an hour and 6 minutes late)
i only miss you at night. if someone mentions you, i don’t tell them i miss you. (i can’t tell people i miss you) so i tell them i hate you. and i do (sometimes). sometimes i really do. but not always. not at night. i miss you at night. without all the distractions and all the people to lie to(including myself) i can miss you in peace. in quiet, tear-drenched, silent-sobs peace.
in peace. in pieces; but in peace.